sad,,, moodless,,, lonely,,, fcuk off~!!

hii hii,,,

guess where m i now~!!

hehehez back to my own country

-malaysia-

well,,,

it's all because of my darling~

tis morning i haf work,,

finish at 12.30,, then i tot of goin to the supermarket

near our huz,,

so i called him n tel him i wanna go buy

things..

then he say ok,,

suddenly he call back n say

my cuzzies r goin to jb

ask me wanna join them o not

i was kinda tired actually

because of some -thing-

which really makes me tink the whole nite

being moody the whole day,,

making my eye o.O

big n small,,,,

flood my bed wif all my tears,,,

how sad....

so i duno whether i wanna go o not

then he ask me to go home 1st lo..

then when i reach home he ask me whether wanna

go jb o not

=.=''

obviously!

not meaning i wanna go,,

it tat he's ready to go out

preparing to go out -look-

but out of a sudden he say,,,

im not planning to go jb

im planning to go kl

*shocked*

hmmm,,,

he wanna come here look for his dad

so of cuz i wouldn't let him go by himself rite!!???

then follow my darling lo~!~

it's damn tiring,,,

we waited for bus outside our huz for so so long,,

so we change our mind not to use bus instead we use taxi

*swt*****

no taxi for like 15 mins????????

maybe cuz it's weekend gua,,,

finally a taxi arrive so we headed to the bus station at lavendar~

bought tix to kl for S$54.00 for 2 person n it's one way tix~!!

hmm,,, 1 person S$27.00

laalallalaa,,,,

but then,, the station we went dont haf the bus to kl,,

no choice take another cab to the right location,,

n the damn taxi driver don even know the direction!!

stupid!!!

***change topic***

office~

i called my boss's assistant

telling her i might not be goin to work on monday

n she wasn't really happy~!!

crap!

she say she'll tel my boss about tis,,,

so i don really bother

BUT

suddenly after 20 mins she called back,,

saying tat my boss wil be unhappy if i don go work la,,,

say tat now not enuf ppl la,,,

n say tat if i didn't go she'll be very pity!

wtf!!!~!!!

damn thing~!

fuck off~!!

-being moodless + sad + GOnNa be aLoNe + lotsa things-

= bad temper=

so no one can get on my nerves!

hmmm.... she's busy toking to me

i juz keep silent

n she say the best way is tat don go kl~

but who cares rite??

she cant stop me wad~!!

if i really didn't go back on monday they wanna fire me

juz fire la~

not like i cannot survive without them~

altho they didn't say tis but -moodless- anything also can say de la~

n i know very well tat without me now

she surely cannot handle all the things

so i don gif a damn~

sigh,,,,,,,,, im totally broke down,,,,

anyone help me......

='(

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i really really duno wad shud i do,,,

wad's the correct choice???

to stay o to go???

sObs!!!!!!!!!!!!