yiPPie yeah,,,

im goin to kl gain wif my darling

=)

*wink wink*

cant wait to c him there...

misses him so much here!!!!

sometimes it's better to let go something

for the sake of someone,

altho it's hard to forget

but stil everyone hafta go tru all these

*sigh*

a new begining always haf to begin!!

went to the bed on 26.06.07

fren's b'day...

happy belated birthday

MEKY LAM!

had a lil fun even tho i really miss

kch so badly!

it was a crazy nite

cus of sally...

swt

she's like damn drunk tat she fell from the chair a few times

=.='' step on my leg once

after tat went to hot valley at beverly hill

tat place is like so not wad i like

wif those ah beng

big big 'GOLD NECKLACE'

tattoos WHOLE body

with 'lakia' body guard

get wad i mean huh?

went home at 3.30

slept at 4

then wake up at 8

smart yeah?

got 4 hours of sleep n haf to work the whole day!~

was so so tired BUT even more tired today

so weird!

last nite i sleep at 9 but im more tired than the previous nite

*sOt*

recently i tink im goin crazy!

i've got phobia of waking up late,,

due to tis kinda phobia

i know i wouldn't haf a proper sleep..

everday i mean everyday!

whenever i wake up i'll like jump up

when i sees the clock,

it's only 5 o 6

everyday i face tis kinda situation..

i really duno y on earth wud i become like tis

im so scare tat i'll wake up late

so i can hardly haf a proper sleep...

it's suffering....

i really need help

so badly

='(

Sheng Ri Li Wu

Wei le shi yue liu hao na yi tian

Wo zou bian le ji tiao re nao de jie

Zhi wei le xun zhao yi fen li wu

Ni xi huan de sheng ri li wu

Jiu zai ni sheng ri de na yi tian

Wo ba li wu song dao ni jia men qian

Ni shuo bu bi le

Bu shi shuo hao le yi fen shou le ma

Ni ceng shuo guo fen shou hou hai ke yi zuo peng you

Wo song ni li wu ni que bu jie shou

Hai jiao wo wang le ni cong ci bu yao zai lian luo

Rang bi ci dou kuai le

Ni ceng shuo guo fen shou hou hai ke yi zuo peng you

Wo song ni li wu ni que bu jie shou

Hai shuo wo hui zhao dao ling yi ge bi ni gen hao de nu ren

Wei le shi yue liu hao na yi tian

Wo zou bian le ji tiao re nao de jie

Zhi wei le xun zhao yi fen li wu

Ni xi huan de sheng ri li wu

Jiu zai ni sheng ri de na yi tian

Wo ba li wu song dao ni jia men qian

Ni shuo bu bi le

Bu shi shuo hao le yi fen shou le ma

Ni ceng shuo guo fen shou hou hai ke yi zuo peng you

Wo song ni li wu ni que bu jie shou

Hai jiao wo wang le ni cong ci bu yao zai lian luo

Rang bi ci dou kuai le

Ni ceng shuo guo fen shou hou hai ke yi zuo peng you

Wo song ni li wu ni que bu jie shou

Hai shuo wo hui zhao dao ling yi ge bi ni gen hao de nu ren

Ci ke zai ye ren bu zhu

Yan lei bu jin de hua luo

Chan dou de shuang shou peng zhe li wu wang hui zou

Ni ceng shuo guo fen shou hou hai ke yi zuo peng you

Wo song ni li wu ni que bu jie shou

Hai jiao wo wang le ni cong ci bu yao zai lian luo

Rang bi ci dou kuai le

Ni ceng shuo guo fen shou hou hai ke yi zuo peng you

Wo song ni li wu ni que bu jie shou

Hai shuo wo hui zhao dao ling yi ge bi ni gen hao de nu ren

Ba li wu liu zhe gei ta

Geng shi he.

my fav song,,

my birth date as well

=]

Sheng Ri Li Wu

Wei le shi yue liu hao na yi tian

Wo zou bian le ji tiao re nao de jie

Zhi wei le xun zhao yi fen li wu

Ni xi huan de sheng ri li wu

Jiu zai ni sheng ri de na yi tian

Wo ba li wu song dao ni jia men qian

Ni shuo bu bi le

Bu shi shuo hao le yi fen shou le ma

Ni ceng shuo guo fen shou hou hai ke yi zuo peng you

Wo song ni li wu ni que bu jie shou

Hai jiao wo wang le ni cong ci bu yao zai lian luo

Rang bi ci dou kuai le

Ni ceng shuo guo fen shou hou hai ke yi zuo peng you

Wo song ni li wu ni que bu jie shou

Hai shuo wo hui zhao dao ling yi ge bi ni gen hao de nu ren

Wei le shi yue liu hao na yi tian

Wo zou bian le ji tiao re nao de jie

Zhi wei le xun zhao yi fen li wu

Ni xi huan de sheng ri li wu

Jiu zai ni sheng ri de na yi tian

Wo ba li wu song dao ni jia men qian

Ni shuo bu bi le

Bu shi shuo hao le yi fen shou le ma

Ni ceng shuo guo fen shou hou hai ke yi zuo peng you

Wo song ni li wu ni que bu jie shou

Hai jiao wo wang le ni cong ci bu yao zai lian luo

Rang bi ci dou kuai le

Ni ceng shuo guo fen shou hou hai ke yi zuo peng you

Wo song ni li wu ni que bu jie shou

Hai shuo wo hui zhao dao ling yi ge bi ni gen hao de nu ren

Ci ke zai ye ren bu zhu

Yan lei bu jin de hua luo

Chan dou de shuang shou peng zhe li wu wang hui zou

Ni ceng shuo guo fen shou hou hai ke yi zuo peng you

Wo song ni li wu ni que bu jie shou

Hai jiao wo wang le ni cong ci bu yao zai lian luo

Rang bi ci dou kuai le

Ni ceng shuo guo fen shou hou hai ke yi zuo peng you

Wo song ni li wu ni que bu jie shou

Hai shuo wo hui zhao dao ling yi ge bi ni gen hao de nu ren

Ba li wu liu zhe gei ta

Geng shi he.

my fav song,,

my birth date as well

=}

life now is getting more n more hectic,,

lotsa things came across my mind after i go to temple last nite..

all the things tat i plan before did not come true..

go back kch's plan was eventually cancel

due to smtg i haven achieve

so right now,

all i need to concentrate is my career

earn more income for a better future

gain more knowledge for my own good

learn to take everything as instructed..

tat's life

we have to learn lotsa things

life aint easy as wad we tot when we were young

there's a lot of things which we cannot c

tat we can only feel it when we grow up

all the hard work,

everything around us..

i always tel myself tat i must not give up

tat's how my days pass..

i really mis kch//

so much,,

='(

ish

i hate everything aroud me!!!

nothing is goin smooth at all,,,

gRRRRR!!!

i miss kch so much!

sObs!!~

today is one of my babe's birthday!

haPPy bIrthDay esTheR!!

everyday in the salon

doin ntg is very boring!!

sigh,,,

even tho ppl always say doin ntg is very relaxing

but it's so so boring...

face the computer 24/7

frenster ledy done,,

mails ledy done..

everything is done

stil duno wad else can i do...

it's been a long time since i last update

pics into my blog~

due to my stupid dear!

i ask him to pass me the bluetooth device

but he say if he gif me he cannot upload pics!

grrrr =.=''

tat's y i cannot upload any pics!~

hehe,, yesterday is off day

so went out wif my aunty n uncle~

we went to hong kong recipe

the food there was ok

it's similiar to kim gary in kl

the one i had wif my dear....

n hehehe,,

i bought 2 more shoes

i bet if my darling is here,

he'll surely knock my head!

hehehe!

so boring,,,

i wanna go back kch asap!

hehehe!!!!!

feeling so frustated but got no one to turn to,,

can only call

but

no one can actually stay by my side...

tis feeling is just so heart breaking

='(

sObs...

everyone human faces lotsa diff problems,

but my problem was created by myself...

tis is the road i choose,

now tat i regretted

i dunno which step shud i go next =(

my darling say i shud not let my feelings

change my decision

n i tink tat's very true

i shud not change wad i've decide in 1 min

so i must stick to my plan n go on

to survive!

sigh sigh,,

really miss

my mum,,

my dad,,

my bro,,

my bed,,

my hus,,

my hometown,,

my darling

my frens,,

my own world...

TIS IS THE ROAD I CHOOSE!!!!!
NOW IM REGRET!!!!
ARGHH!!!!!!!!

today....

i myself also dunno whether it's a good day o bad~

*siGh*

it's meli mum's b'day

n ,,,

~

neway,

im so free at work so come n post come stupid things i did

yesterday i had so so much food for my lunch!

i regretted it today

=.=''

i forgot my aunty say wanna go eat at wagamama (jap rest)

but i over 'eat'

then my dinner was so hectic

tat i hafta eat so many sushiS

cuz my uncle always order order n order~!

no choice but to force the foods in

even tho i told him im very full

N

today

i dare not to take so much for my lunch

cuz my cuzzie's dad

sze sze's dad

n another cousin, ivan

is comin over kk today

so we'll be having dinner (EAT AGAIN!!!! >=( ,,, )

at winner rest!~!!!

arghh,,

just now i wash hair (it's free anyway =P)

then my colleague curl my hair for me

so i took a pic of myself n mms it to my darling

he say im fat!

OMG!!!~!!

tat day go kl

eat eat eat

come back kk

stil eat eat eat!

goSh!

i really needa control my eating habit lo!~~

if not will become fat n no one can recognise me when i go back

kch!

ehhehehehe,,

tat's all for today...

#it started with i love you,

it's some kind of feeling you can't stop,

but ended with im sorry,

i'll always love you#

s.a.d

unbelieveable tat my working place got streamyx!

hahaha,,,

get to online when i've got ntg to do

=P

feels so great~!!

miss my darling so much...

sObs!

was really busy for quite some time~

tat's y my blog is so not update!

sigh,,,

i'll again be the ms busy when i go back..

right now im in kl,

but wil be goin back to kk tonite...

came kl wif my darling =]

actually it's last minutes decision

cuz he wanted to go find me in kk,

but i say better not

so he say since i don wan him to go kk,

then he bring me here lo..

hehehe

*sweeeeettt!*

came here for 6 days~

as usual,

shopping, eat, play~

tomolo start working lu!

good = can earn money

bad = im damn tired!!

but i need more money $$$

hahaha!

cuz money is everything a girl wans =)

m i rite??

hahaha!

anyway,

i really mis kch a lot!

cant wait to go back kch..

soBs...