it hurts..

There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,

It floods deep within,

into every inch that makes me whole.

I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,

What is to come,

to my dismay.

As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions,

more and more comes,

more and more depression.

I assure myself everything is ok!

But who am I fooling?

Then I burst into a spirit of rage.

I have questions,

and there are answers.

But I'm afraid and much too weak,

When I try to explain,

I hear I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek.

But this is how I feel,

there's no wrong or right,

But as I battle with myself,

I always lose the fight.

I feel intimidated sometimes by others,

But as I said "This is how I feel"

The pain in me is very real.

I lose control,

my thought go wild,

and here I am only a child.

If only you knew what I thought,

If only you knew what I fought.

I need my thoughts held captive.

I'm hurting,

Somebody please help me throught,

All i need is you...

*sObs~!!*