happier person!!

*yawn* guess wad...5th of april which is wednesday nite.. i did not sleep! yes.. i did post a blog here.. i went to bed at 5.30 a.m... turn here n there.. mind keeps spinning... turn up n down... but no sign of sleeping! look at the clock it's 7a.m... gosh! i really cant sleep n im stil so energetic! then half an hour later my bro ask me to send him to tuition.. ok so i send him to tuition at 6.30 ++a.m... go lin lin.. go to my fav 'smoking area' to burn cigg... (release stress!!!) then came home at 9 a.m... ok.. i stil cant sleep! so... tat's it... i did not sleep... grrr....

hmm... do every human knows tat 'patient has it's limit'.. but i bet not 'EVERYONE' knows bout it... hmmm... i guess.. it's time for me to let go everything n start wif my new life! yeah baby! i must do it =) i've been hurt over n over again n he juz couldn't realise all the pain he had been doin... *siGh* i've got no more patient anymore!! even tho im sad but well, wad shud i do? 1 after another when my heart haven cure here comes another thing which make me hurt? fCuk oFf man! don tink only u can do it.. i can do it as well =) gambateh mich!!! hahaaha! i've been lecture since... bla bla bla.. long time ago.. some even say i deserve it ='( don lidat la... n my koko say im very 'ngang keng' aiyoyo! so kolien ar me... hahaha! but well.. life must go on! n i must appreciate wad i haf now! smile to the world tat mich is a happy person today! hehehe

oh ya! guess how many hours i sleep last nite! wahahaha! i slept at 6 p.m (no worries not 6a.m) wahaha! n i woke up at 9 a.m!!! ( not 9p.m) wakakakaka! so how many hours i sleep huh?? 15 hours!!! hahaha to replace the previous nite.. cuz did not sleep! kekeke! but i stil feel so sleepy... mummy say sleep too much.. hiak hiak.. yeah i know... but after the long hours of sleeping.. i've got a lot a lot of dreams which make me wake my mind! im a new person today wif a lil bit diff attitude.. hey im not turning into some monster o wad la.. but im more to happy go lucky person.. hehehe he's not worth ur time! yeah!! i support tis phrase! hhaahaa! human never appreciate wad they had until it's gone... hmmm very meaningful rite? there's no use crying over a spilt milk... but i stil do.... *bluek!!!!!* who cares anyway... nobody care so live life to the fullest! =)