l0viNg_y0u·´¯`·. -*

there's so much tat i wan to say,,
there's so much tat i need to say,,
but i really duno where n which to start...
my mind is confused
im confused in everything i do,,
the decision i made..
the mistake i made
worst thing is
the road i choose!
m i tryin to hide everything to the world?
my mind is so blank...

it's my darling's b'day..
n i couldn't even stay by his side
m i really someone worth ur time?
o m i not...
i do ntg much for anyone to precious me
so is everthing u do worth it?
='(

everyday i feel lonely, scare, sad
i've got most of the things i wan
but y m i not feeling satisfied?
wad more do i wan?
is tis life?
*siGh*